sleeping beauty

my husband can stay awake until the early hours

if

it is to watch a ufc fight

but

he cant keep his eyes open after 9pm

if

i am the only source of entertainment

that kinda makes me feel a bit bad

but i often give him the benefit of the doubt

but what gets my goat

is when i say to him

‘hey you are obviously tired go get your beauty sleep’

he protests and stays up

yet falls asleep as i am literally half way through a sentence

ki x

ps this obviously leaves me angry, confused and frustrated

pps yet he has been doing it for 13 years

education maze

throughout the last academic school year

i have been in a permanent state of anxiety

my son – who is usually a good kid

was having letters home

being kept in at break

and we have also had a call from the teacher

my first thought was

‘we must have messed up somewhere’

like we somehow broke the good boy we once had

i started to look at him for answers & explanations

however with 3 days until the end of term

the penny has dropped

turns out

his teacher was a bit sh!te

we lucked out previously with supportive and adequate teachers

however for whatever reason

this one is not able to cut it

and for those rolling their eyes

thinking i could potentially be deluded

i am one of 5 mums feeling exactly the same way

about the same teacher

so we draw a line under this on wednesday

and pray we luck out on the next one

stress on this matter is currently paused

ki x

just cant help it

anyone else had a sucky day?

mine has been the worst

i cant put my finger in why or what has rattled my cage

i have been so horrible to people

(mainly my poor poor husband)

i snapped at him because he sneezed

i ignored texts from friend

rolled my eyes at my mothers comments

and avoided eye contact with the post man

it is like i am having an out of body experience

i can see myself being a b!tch

and im shouting

‘stop it, dont be mean, thats uncalled for!’

yet i just cant stop it

ki xx

edit – it is the a full sodding moon

yes

i’m blaming the moon

thats my story

and i’m sticking to it