the fear

it is tough to explain – but i will try

when you plan to do something really exciting

something you have never done before

you really cant wait to do it

but then out of no where

you hear a little voice

 

‘oh, but what if you aren’t very good?’

‘hold your horses, wont you have to meet new people’

‘wait a second, what if you say something stupid’

‘one more thing, what if they don’t like you’

right here, right now writing that seems so silly

so irrational

and it is.

this limits me and i hate that

i think i do a good job at hiding it so it might be a surprise for some

so now i have started to give myself a little talking to

it seems to be working

will keep you posted

ki x

 

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