control vs acceptance

i dont really know how to do this

if something is wrong, broken and painful

i feel like we should have the power to fix it

my dad is sick – as in sick sick

we cant fix it

and it stresses me out every second of every day

i try not to discuss it with anyone especially those i am close to

my sisters struggle with my inability to discuss it

but it is just far too painful

i cant control it but i have not accepted it

ki x

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